This impresari-ish stole 30 years of my work, and artists live in a Hell made by (redacted) like her. I gave her a second chance, though. Here's how that's been going.
Perhaps I don't spend enough time in podcast realm but do either of you actually make any money doing any of this? I can't tell if this is just screechy urban girl drama or if there's money on the table and this conflict is therefore actually valid.
So, she thought she could make a pot of money again by pretending to have gotten therapy or whatever. But, after a couple of episodes, it became clear that she was just trying to run another quick scam and hadn’t changed at all, so I made it public in the hope that she won’t keep stealing from people.
But she never stops trying to steal from people, and the Internet in fact has a shockingly short memory, so on it goes.
Sad thing is she’s probaby set to / in the process of inheriting a bunch of money anyway, but that will last about a week. Anyway, most of the story is outlined herein if you are curious.
I think she thought we could make money doing this, since ten years ago, before she destroyed my reputation by stealing from my donors, we had a company together, and she stole all the money from it.
Gee, I’ve also never thought about suing the city that allowed me to be sexually assaulted by someone who should have been in prison ten violent crimes ago, then refused to offer me protection, or even lock him up so I wouldn’t have to flee my home, or the slumlord in the city I fled to who gave me typhus. Boy, you are just full of great ideas.
And you sound like you are full of SSRIs and nonsense but okay. So who has defrauded you this haywire person or the city? You do realize that those are two separate entities?
"Oh ma gawd, you got raped, that sounds like you're on SSRIs, herp derp I'm gonna just post another meme here and talk about wine boxes because I saw someone win an argument that way once! Boy, I'm tough online"
I'm sorry that all of those things happened to you but this is incoherent - what is the city's failure to protect you (and I'm not quite sure why you're surprised if you live in New York City that is a Marxist degenerate shit hole) has anything to do with suing Haywire for losses due to the theft of your work? These two things are completely unrelated.
If you are volunteering, thank you so much, that would be great! But no, I have never thought about suing the cunt who made it impossible for me to sue her, thanks for the brilliant suggestion.
All of this just sounds like unhinged white wine and SSRI fueled urban girl drama. You should move to upstate New York marry some guy and have a kid. This is unhealthy. I feel like I've seen this a few times. Urban girls trying to spin up some sort of drama in their lives through various minor beefs with other urban girls trying to turn blogging into a media persona. It's so dystopian.
I get what you're trying to do here. You want your life to be like Sex in the City except your work isn't good enough to break through in a saturated, fragmented landscape. You know it's actually okay to admit that your life isn't working and you're really unhappy. It's that photo is current you're a very young person. You could easily just walk away from all of this, your career isn't going anywhere.
Obviously I don't know either of you, so there's not much I can say in relation to this particular situation, but reading through this I certainly was reminded of a couple of deeply unscrupulous people I collaborated with (and of course was ripped off and emotionally abused by) about a decade ago.
If Rachel is who you say she is, then it's sounds like you're making this right move. Put her in the past where she belongs and find ways to defend yourself from cluster b types in the future. Having gone through something like this, you should be better situated than the average person to avoid and combat such people in the future. The tricky part, in my experience, is emotionally integrating that knowledge and returning to action, even if you're consciously aware of it. It can take a long time and a lot of psychological energy to process the ambivalent weight of these sorts of experiences.
Just as an aside (that I hope doesn't come across as insulting): I like your writing, but it does come across as somewhat rambly in some sections here, which might turn some people off to it, and cause them to take you less seriously.
I hope you keep fighting and eventually get to where you want to be.
I needed to include more receipts than I would have liked aesthetically.
But this was part of a much-needed push to remove the garbage people from my life. She was the one who needed the most public thrashing to make sure she never comes anywhere near me again. The rest were more creepy and sneaky and needed to be told off in private.
But the overall effect has been great; it’s amazing. When you kick the terrible people out of your life it creates a vacuum, and if you’re doing it right, good people rush into the hole. I almost can’t believe how many friends I have made since I published this. It’s like a green flag saying “Don’t worry, good people, I am done rolling in the trash.”
You have to go mecha Veronica on Rachael. Thank you for giving me the vocabulary of funnel plagiarism and idea leeching. Please sue her and recoup your money.
"THE DOCUMENT FROM HELL. This is the invoice she finally dug up, after six months of asking, to prove that she overpaid a web developer with the money she stole from me. Not sure if it’s real, but it sure does make me fucking angry. Look what this guy got: My life’s work in 130 hours! I’m going to vomit."...you can report her for theft and fraud. You can also request the bank transaction from the time it left your shared business account to hers, you may have to supeonea them as well as a zoom call at least from the person who built the site. You need to talk to an attorney and to the police. That's not good, not good business at all. She shouldn't be allowed to do that to people.
I attended the previous, fairly closed and tight, cultural event which hosted by Rachel Haywire. I recall several performances. One of which was by Anne. It was a folkish song about the difficulties of living under a regime of mad liberals, and one many could sympathize with. I recall giving this positive statement, and following with a very subjective critique that I feel speaking can, at times, lessen the impact of an artistic piece by distrupting the flow. I didn't mean anything uncouth by this, but I didn't want to just sound vapid in my commentary, but treat this like an event for artists and their fans to enjoy each other and offer feedback in a very close environment.
I don't know this bitch, but I really enjoyed you blasting her for her exploitative grotesque bullshit. That takes courage and I love to see someone executing their own justice! It is very tragic though: you have such a cursed gift of making terrible situations addictive to read... Being so shiny in a black abyss will always attract moths and gnats! Wishing you the best and I'm sending you my light to share in your protective defensive sphere <3
Now that I think about it, this really came out of Adem's salon. All that shit I was ranting and rambling and raving about? A large chunk of it came spiralling out of all my bizarre and perilous experiences with people like this. So... thank you for listening to my rough draft!
i can tell! that’s what made such an impression that it compelled me to comment: your courage and bite, your openness, honesty and willingness to expose someone in a position of power to make others aware of this sort of sadistic scheming and plagiarism. ❤️🔥 i adore your fire!
I think you’ll appreciate how many swear words it takes to build my castle of protection!
Trying to convince me I was a great singer was possibly the most twisted touch. I suppose she tried it because it would have worked on her. All any of us have is what we know.
so many things about her behavior and messages are literally paranoia inducing just to read, like the CV too… i almost feel bad for this woman, in terms of her levels of greed and instrumentalisation of others, but mercy for abusers too often bleeds into protection for predators. i’m so glad you’re seeing through her tactics. mind blowing you had to endure such maltreatment under the guise of « friendship » and creativity omg… 💔
Exactly. I feel like a complete idiot, which is how she keeps her victims from comparing notes. Unfortunately for her, I have no shame left to worry me, and I’m done feeling bad for damaged predators. Everyone else is damaged too, grow up, kids.
The solution to your problems is staring you in the face: On The Road-style roman-à-clef in which you can finally profit off your exploitation by satisfying public demand for spilt tea.
Amazingly she reinvents herself and burrows into whatever new radical cultural or political scene crops up mainly online. She is not one for personal interaction or activism but likes to fantasize she is an influencer or manipulator behind the scenes. Being an Ashkenazi Jewess she is far from stupid but a nasty piece of work otherwise with no morals or decency whatsoever and no sense of responsibility towards those who helped supported her in the past. I know several people whom she took money from or received hospitality or assistance when she required it and left them holding the bag without any concern on her part for their welfare.
It is amazing how many horror stories are coming out of the woodwork. I almost feel like, losing only 20 grand and a lifetime's reputation, well, it could have been worse for me.
I dunno, averages aren’t absolutes, and I have known Ashkenazi Jews who are as dumb as a box of rocks that dropped out of rock school. But they ASSUME they’re clever because of everyone else’s stereotypes, being stupid, and that’s how they get themselves into trouble.
"We recorded only four podcast episodes, because when it turned out this project wasn’t instantly gonna cough up money again, Rachel had to take a long mental-health break between each one, instead of doing the long, hard, slow work that I did for the first forty years of my life to build up what she stole and frittered away."
RH is the queen of starting things she doesn't finish. She couldn't even maintain our weekly roommate viewing of HBO's Succession (she's enthralled by unethical rich people) when I lived with her for under two months in Miami lol. She'd just take off to some Airbnb she somehow had money for, on top of the apartment, on the pretense of...needing a mental health break.
She had a bunch of shit to say about you, of course, but unfortunately I only have the vaguest recollection of what it was because it sounded crazy and I was playing with my felt dolls and tuned her out.
She has a solid two decade history of grifting and scamming people with very few or no legal or personal consequences. I am only speculating but she comes from money and was a South Florida Jewish princess, Her family has largely paid her debts and cleaned up her dysfunctional messes from San Francisco to L.A. and Brooklyn to Fort Lauderdale.
If I didn't know any better I would swear we both worked for the same woman, except mine had bright pink hair & has an Adderall addiction instead of Xanax. I look forward to all of what you are up to, I would wish you good luck but culturally that is taboo to my people. You have this & congrats to dumping that loser. You just lost a lot of weight getting rid of her.
Heheheh. Thank you so very much! I feel like I have cut off a tumor. I also got rid of the other plagiarist in the piece, although more privately. That felt so good, I had to get rid of this one.
Perhaps I don't spend enough time in podcast realm but do either of you actually make any money doing any of this? I can't tell if this is just screechy urban girl drama or if there's money on the table and this conflict is therefore actually valid.
So, she thought she could make a pot of money again by pretending to have gotten therapy or whatever. But, after a couple of episodes, it became clear that she was just trying to run another quick scam and hadn’t changed at all, so I made it public in the hope that she won’t keep stealing from people.
But she never stops trying to steal from people, and the Internet in fact has a shockingly short memory, so on it goes.
Sad thing is she’s probaby set to / in the process of inheriting a bunch of money anyway, but that will last about a week. Anyway, most of the story is outlined herein if you are curious.
I think she thought we could make money doing this, since ten years ago, before she destroyed my reputation by stealing from my donors, we had a company together, and she stole all the money from it.
Have you thought about just suing her?
Gee, I’ve also never thought about suing the city that allowed me to be sexually assaulted by someone who should have been in prison ten violent crimes ago, then refused to offer me protection, or even lock him up so I wouldn’t have to flee my home, or the slumlord in the city I fled to who gave me typhus. Boy, you are just full of great ideas.
And you sound like you are full of SSRIs and nonsense but okay. So who has defrauded you this haywire person or the city? You do realize that those are two separate entities?
"Oh ma gawd, you got raped, that sounds like you're on SSRIs, herp derp I'm gonna just post another meme here and talk about wine boxes because I saw someone win an argument that way once! Boy, I'm tough online"
I'm sorry that all of those things happened to you but this is incoherent - what is the city's failure to protect you (and I'm not quite sure why you're surprised if you live in New York City that is a Marxist degenerate shit hole) has anything to do with suing Haywire for losses due to the theft of your work? These two things are completely unrelated.
If you are volunteering, thank you so much, that would be great! But no, I have never thought about suing the cunt who made it impossible for me to sue her, thanks for the brilliant suggestion.
All of this just sounds like unhinged white wine and SSRI fueled urban girl drama. You should move to upstate New York marry some guy and have a kid. This is unhealthy. I feel like I've seen this a few times. Urban girls trying to spin up some sort of drama in their lives through various minor beefs with other urban girls trying to turn blogging into a media persona. It's so dystopian.
You’re on fucking SUBSTACK biotching about a BLOCK OF TEXT. The slow bus is on Tik-Tok, go back to the subnormal hell from which you came.
I can’t hear you, you’re too full of clichés and illiteracy.
I get what you're trying to do here. You want your life to be like Sex in the City except your work isn't good enough to break through in a saturated, fragmented landscape. You know it's actually okay to admit that your life isn't working and you're really unhappy. It's that photo is current you're a very young person. You could easily just walk away from all of this, your career isn't going anywhere.
Would you like to fund a lawyer for me?
I don’t think you understand quite what “destroyed a reputation it took decades of my life to build, while not hailing from an affluent family” means.
You're right I don't and I can't be bothered to wade through that long block of text that you posted.
She is my ex girlfriend. She was extremely abusive verbally and physically.
Nice
Oh, Jesus. I am so sorry.
She can be charming, in the interest of manipulation.
My condolences.
Oh, Jesus. I am so sorry.
She can be charming, in the interest of manipulation.
My condolences.
Obviously I don't know either of you, so there's not much I can say in relation to this particular situation, but reading through this I certainly was reminded of a couple of deeply unscrupulous people I collaborated with (and of course was ripped off and emotionally abused by) about a decade ago.
If Rachel is who you say she is, then it's sounds like you're making this right move. Put her in the past where she belongs and find ways to defend yourself from cluster b types in the future. Having gone through something like this, you should be better situated than the average person to avoid and combat such people in the future. The tricky part, in my experience, is emotionally integrating that knowledge and returning to action, even if you're consciously aware of it. It can take a long time and a lot of psychological energy to process the ambivalent weight of these sorts of experiences.
Just as an aside (that I hope doesn't come across as insulting): I like your writing, but it does come across as somewhat rambly in some sections here, which might turn some people off to it, and cause them to take you less seriously.
I hope you keep fighting and eventually get to where you want to be.
I needed to include more receipts than I would have liked aesthetically.
But this was part of a much-needed push to remove the garbage people from my life. She was the one who needed the most public thrashing to make sure she never comes anywhere near me again. The rest were more creepy and sneaky and needed to be told off in private.
But the overall effect has been great; it’s amazing. When you kick the terrible people out of your life it creates a vacuum, and if you’re doing it right, good people rush into the hole. I almost can’t believe how many friends I have made since I published this. It’s like a green flag saying “Don’t worry, good people, I am done rolling in the trash.”
You have to go mecha Veronica on Rachael. Thank you for giving me the vocabulary of funnel plagiarism and idea leeching. Please sue her and recoup your money.
"THE DOCUMENT FROM HELL. This is the invoice she finally dug up, after six months of asking, to prove that she overpaid a web developer with the money she stole from me. Not sure if it’s real, but it sure does make me fucking angry. Look what this guy got: My life’s work in 130 hours! I’m going to vomit."...you can report her for theft and fraud. You can also request the bank transaction from the time it left your shared business account to hers, you may have to supeonea them as well as a zoom call at least from the person who built the site. You need to talk to an attorney and to the police. That's not good, not good business at all. She shouldn't be allowed to do that to people.
She blocked me
I attended the previous, fairly closed and tight, cultural event which hosted by Rachel Haywire. I recall several performances. One of which was by Anne. It was a folkish song about the difficulties of living under a regime of mad liberals, and one many could sympathize with. I recall giving this positive statement, and following with a very subjective critique that I feel speaking can, at times, lessen the impact of an artistic piece by distrupting the flow. I didn't mean anything uncouth by this, but I didn't want to just sound vapid in my commentary, but treat this like an event for artists and their fans to enjoy each other and offer feedback in a very close environment.
everyone around me growing up cursed continually; I am doomed to skirt around gentility, however many Wirkins I try to collect
I don't know this bitch, but I really enjoyed you blasting her for her exploitative grotesque bullshit. That takes courage and I love to see someone executing their own justice! It is very tragic though: you have such a cursed gift of making terrible situations addictive to read... Being so shiny in a black abyss will always attract moths and gnats! Wishing you the best and I'm sending you my light to share in your protective defensive sphere <3
Now that I think about it, this really came out of Adem's salon. All that shit I was ranting and rambling and raving about? A large chunk of it came spiralling out of all my bizarre and perilous experiences with people like this. So... thank you for listening to my rough draft!
(But god damn did I have to overcome some humiliation bumps before I hit “post”)
i can tell! that’s what made such an impression that it compelled me to comment: your courage and bite, your openness, honesty and willingness to expose someone in a position of power to make others aware of this sort of sadistic scheming and plagiarism. ❤️🔥 i adore your fire!
thank you!!!!!!!!
I think you’ll appreciate how many swear words it takes to build my castle of protection!
Trying to convince me I was a great singer was possibly the most twisted touch. I suppose she tried it because it would have worked on her. All any of us have is what we know.
so many things about her behavior and messages are literally paranoia inducing just to read, like the CV too… i almost feel bad for this woman, in terms of her levels of greed and instrumentalisation of others, but mercy for abusers too often bleeds into protection for predators. i’m so glad you’re seeing through her tactics. mind blowing you had to endure such maltreatment under the guise of « friendship » and creativity omg… 💔
Exactly. I feel like a complete idiot, which is how she keeps her victims from comparing notes. Unfortunately for her, I have no shame left to worry me, and I’m done feeling bad for damaged predators. Everyone else is damaged too, grow up, kids.
I wanna hug you.
would love to hug you and hopefully soon?! i’ll reactivate twitter eventually once my social battery is sufficiently charged ♥️
Take all the time you need, sweetie, I will be right here.
The solution to your problems is staring you in the face: On The Road-style roman-à-clef in which you can finally profit off your exploitation by satisfying public demand for spilt tea.
I’ve already felt inspired to write a sort of parody of the Odyssey called the Wiscod; she’s going to find herself as a magical fucked-up creature.
I like that. Maybe she's a siren who mesmerizes you into starting a podcast
They say the siren legend began with manatees, a comparison which our particularly vain females will find intolerably unflattering.
heheheh
Why are people such vampires. I really do hope this Pluto ingress into Aquarius haunts Thier fucking soul.
Wow your story is much like mine except I'm Antipodes in the Austjailya. Where all good ideas go to be ripped off or die.
Your welcome to have any of my books gratis on my website. Hope your situation inspires you to make good literary revenge.
https://www.saxxoncreative.com/writing
Keep Up the good work.
(I’d like to hear your story, but I understand why circs sometimes demand that you refer to things in rage-filled obliques.)
Thank you! I grabbed meta-modernism already… I happen to need to read up on that subject! Can’t wait.
Your most 🤗 welcome.
Amazingly she reinvents herself and burrows into whatever new radical cultural or political scene crops up mainly online. She is not one for personal interaction or activism but likes to fantasize she is an influencer or manipulator behind the scenes. Being an Ashkenazi Jewess she is far from stupid but a nasty piece of work otherwise with no morals or decency whatsoever and no sense of responsibility towards those who helped supported her in the past. I know several people whom she took money from or received hospitality or assistance when she required it and left them holding the bag without any concern on her part for their welfare.
It is amazing how many horror stories are coming out of the woodwork. I almost feel like, losing only 20 grand and a lifetime's reputation, well, it could have been worse for me.
She’s a nasty piece of work.
I dunno, averages aren’t absolutes, and I have known Ashkenazi Jews who are as dumb as a box of rocks that dropped out of rock school. But they ASSUME they’re clever because of everyone else’s stereotypes, being stupid, and that’s how they get themselves into trouble.
"We recorded only four podcast episodes, because when it turned out this project wasn’t instantly gonna cough up money again, Rachel had to take a long mental-health break between each one, instead of doing the long, hard, slow work that I did for the first forty years of my life to build up what she stole and frittered away."
RH is the queen of starting things she doesn't finish. She couldn't even maintain our weekly roommate viewing of HBO's Succession (she's enthralled by unethical rich people) when I lived with her for under two months in Miami lol. She'd just take off to some Airbnb she somehow had money for, on top of the apartment, on the pretense of...needing a mental health break.
She had a bunch of shit to say about you, of course, but unfortunately I only have the vaguest recollection of what it was because it sounded crazy and I was playing with my felt dolls and tuned her out.
She always does seem to find money for frivolous shit, eh?
Whadya know, she's enthralled by herself.
She has a solid two decade history of grifting and scamming people with very few or no legal or personal consequences. I am only speculating but she comes from money and was a South Florida Jewish princess, Her family has largely paid her debts and cleaned up her dysfunctional messes from San Francisco to L.A. and Brooklyn to Fort Lauderdale.
I feel sorry for her family.
Dont. Her mom is more of a jerk than Rachel is. They hate each other and the rotted fruit doesnt fall far from the tree.
That almost makes me feel sorry for Rachel, but only till she was about ten years old, or whenever she started stealing from people like me.
If I didn't know any better I would swear we both worked for the same woman, except mine had bright pink hair & has an Adderall addiction instead of Xanax. I look forward to all of what you are up to, I would wish you good luck but culturally that is taboo to my people. You have this & congrats to dumping that loser. You just lost a lot of weight getting rid of her.
Heheheh. Thank you so very much! I feel like I have cut off a tumor. I also got rid of the other plagiarist in the piece, although more privately. That felt so good, I had to get rid of this one.
Some things never change.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtqKb8XwbKg&pp=ygUaZnJpZW5kcyBqb2R5IHdhdGxleSBlcmljIGI%3D
Good point!
hehehe thank you! Yeah, I guess nothing is wasted if you use it.
My ass sure is sore, though.